Jonas Hernandez
Nice little dinner! 👌☺️

Nice little dinner! 👌☺️

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I just want to stop crying over you… I want to be over you already!!
But I can’t stop thinking about you… Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you… I miss you so very much… I thought that by now I would be so over you and be able to move on… But needless to say I’m not… And I don’t think I’ll ever be at this point… But maybe that will change idk… I mean I thought for sure I would get over you by now and that hasn’t happened yet so maybe it never will…
I look at a picture of you and I think about all the times we shared.. Then I think about the times I ruined and the times I made you feel bad and made you sad and mad and how that lead to you not wanting to be with me and it kills me… It kills me… I sometimes wish I would have never met you because you should have never been treated the way I sometimes treated you… People ask me if I miss you… If I’m over you… I nod and say yes but deep down I know I’m not.. Being asked that question only reminds me just how much I’m not over you… How much I really miss you… How bad I want you back… And most of all how bad I fucked up…
Idk if I’ll ever get a chance to be with you again but if I ever did get that chance… I know it wrong to think like that and whoever reads this is probably thinking the same thing… “We know we know if you had a second chance you would change blah blah blah”… But the fact is I wouldn’t change I’d be exactly the same because it’s true what people say “People don’t change.” And it’s true they don’t… She would have to take me back flaws and all because that’s who I am and that’s who I’m always going to be… It’s unfortunate I know but hey that’s life for you… I can tell you one thing to anyone reading this if it even it’s read by anyone… I know what I did wrong, I know where I fucked up, I know why I did it, I knew it was wrong… So I guess you can say that if give that miraculous second chance that everyone wants in life… I’d know how to make it worth wild… I honestly think she’s the love of my life.. As cliché as that sounds I truly believe it… But of course I can’t see the future maybe I’m wrong… But I could also be right.. It be the one thing I’d be right about in this world that’s for sure… I don’t think she realizes just how much of an impact she made on me… How she made me fall so much in love that I couldn’t believe it… I didn’t want to believe it even though it was right in front of my face… I wish she knew… I wish she knew that she gave me a glimpse of what love was… What it felt like… What it looked like… What it tasted like… How it smelled… How powerful it is… How happy it can make you and how sad it can make you.. How it makes you go out of your way to see the person you love… How it makes you fight for your love… How weak it makes you when you see your love… And most of all how love is supposed to be… Love is supposed to be complicated because that’s how life is complicated… I want a complicated life with her…
Anyway sorry for taking up your time if you do in fact get this far in to my rant but I just had to get if off my chest..
I think this might be a normal thing for me now getting my thoughts out I think it helps who knows…
Until next time,
Jonas

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popcultureinfatuation:

The Cranberries | Linger
But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, do you have to let it linger?

Elephant (2003)

Dir. Gus Van Sant

"So foul and fair a day I have not seen."

qu33nbae:

(-: trying to kick up my selfie game

qu33nbae:

(-: trying to kick up my selfie game

cinnabomb:

swaggedbitch:

xxx

&& q’d

cinnabomb:

swaggedbitch:

xxx

&& q’d

Buddy have a great time in the sun! 🐶☀️🏊